Recovered!

In case there are readers who happened to find this blog, i am back after months of being on hiatus. Not really. I am just busy with work. On the previous post, I've promised that i will introduce you to the product that i have been using for the past months. I've fully recovered from the irritations since the end of January and yup i am still using the same product up till now.

1) MyLustre Skin Pro Tablet

This product works like magic. This is such a holy grail product which i also used to  consumed during my secondary school days but eventually stopped as i was still a student and it was expensive for me at that time. My mum came across this supplement again and thought, okay, since it worked for me years ago, it might work again this time round. And wala! After 3 days of consuming this (I am not kidding), there were no new irritations on my face and the older ones? They were subsiding at a very fast paced. Why didn't i thought of this earlier? Why did i wasted my tears and money going to the derm (almost $300 i think) for the whole month? Hahaha but trust me, everyone who is having problems should try this. I consumed this twice daily and the scars on my face are disappearing. This supplement costs $58 per bottle.


2) MyLustre Cocos Nucifera Glycerin Soap

Call me disgusting but after i stopped using Neosatra, i did not cleanse my face. Yup. I was afraid to have all the chemicals on my face. So i did the caveman method just to rest my face. All i did was just rinsing my face with water. After realising that the skin pro tablet did wonders, i started to think positively and started cleansing my face using the soap bar. I told myself that i will get back my face in no time.  And true enough, after one week, my face recovered. This soap bar costs only $7. Good buy, i must say.

As mentioned, i am still using both products religiously up till now. After using both products for a week, i was just left with dark scars on my face. No worries for that because there's always make up to cover those flaws. It has been 6 months using both products and thank god. My scars lightened, my face has lesser breakouts and most importantly, i am getting a tone lighter.

For those who are encountering what i used to encounter, trust me, both these products really does its magic. Furthermore, it's affordable! Thank you, MyLustre.

update..... after so long.

It has been so long since ive updated. Prolly because i was down with so called... Depression? I gave up on all the medicines the doctor gave. I tried oil pulling but i wasnt confident, so i stopped. I didnt knw what else to do. I was on the verge of losing myself. Or did it happened? I didnt work for close to a month. I almost lost my faith in god. So sinful. The day i decided to say goodbye to neosatra officially was the happiest day of my life. It was the toughest decision as i wasnt sure whats causing my irritation to get worst.

A day after i stopped neosatra, i drank acv. I began to eat supplements. I did not wash my face for almost 3 days as i was traumatised on how cleansers like neosatra and himalaya tend to irritate my skin. Obviously things didnt worked overnight. On my 3rd night of not washing my face, i felt disgusted. So ive decided to have more faith. I washed my face with an organic bar soap and the next day, i dont have any new bumps on my face. Just tonnes of the old irritations.

One week later, i went to work as my irritations were getting better (but not gone). Two weeks after that, it got so much better. Same goes for the third week. Of cos, i do still get one or two pimples but its nothing like a rocky road. I hope my skin will remain like this! I really missed this non problematic face. Heheh.

Maybe after one month of usage with success, i will share the product and the supplements that i have been taking to fight against the irritations on my face. And have i also mentioned that eversince i ditched the medications from the doctors', i also ditched my chemical peel appts with her. The reason is because..... Im afraid of having more chemicals on my face.

I really thank god for healing me bit by bit. I hope i will be recovered fully.

Meantime, heres for u to see how contented i am to have a better skin :)

I am almost at the point whereby i almost lost the whole confidence that i have. Life is being really unfair to me at this point of time. All i wanna do is to heal. All im asking for is for myself to heal. Thats all. Why cant i heal fast? Just why cant i lead a normal life like other girls. Why must i feel as if im the most ugliest girl. God, please give me the strength to go thru all this. God, please heal me. God, please give me the life that u used to bless me with.

This sucks. I miss my boyfriend so much. It really makes me sad cos i didnt get to meet him just becos if my skin irritation. How long more must i suffer.

lowest point

I am currently at my lowest point. Why cant i heal faster? Why must i go thru all this. This is not fair. I dont know why its written this way for me. Its too difficult for me to handle. Firstly, my career goes haywire, you took away my face.. why must all this happen to me. Just why. I knw i needa be positive. I need to be patient. But how long more. How long more, god. Just why.

Day 8

Gooood afternoon.

Yup, my 8th day of neostrata. I didnt really concentrate on how i looked like in the morning because i was rushing to get to the doctor's on time. But of course as i was cleansing my face in the morning, the texture felt smoother. For those who are curious to know why im visiting the derm.... Well, i am actually doing... 

CHEMICAL PEEL

Okay what is chemical peel? 

1. "A chemical peel is a body treatment technique used to improve and smooth the texture of the facial skin using a chemical solution that causes the dead skin to slough off and eventually peel off. The regenerated skin is usually smoother and less wrinkled than the old skin."

Problem 

So here's actually my problem. My skin got irritated while i was using epiduo that was pescribed by my first doctor 3 weeks ago. What made it worst was, the doctor asked me to mosturize my face after the epiduo. And of cos, me being desperate to kill three stupid pimples on my face, bought a cetaphil mosturizer since it was really recommended by the doctor. Cetaphil is a good brand but maybe its just my skin. Yar, ultra sensitive skin i must say. So yes, after applying it on my face for a week, my skin got angry and irritated! I didnt noticed it at first but my bestfriend being a guy (blunt af hahaha), actually said, "hey babe, ive never seen yr face in this condition but are u okay?" That got my whole self esteem dropped to my foot, i tell you. I told myself, its gonna be okay. I kept using the epiduo and mosturizer thinking that oh my skin will eventually clear up. Okay i wanna stop talking bout how my skin got irritated cos its just sad and i prolly gonna sound like a mak nenek (grandmother). Oh yes one more thing. I went to work and my colleagues thought that i was having rashes on my face! Whuatta. I eventually told that its skin irritation and some sort of allergy. Sob sob.

Today

Okay so thats me. With exactly no make up so that its easier for my derm to examine (sp?) the progress of my face. To be honest, i am so so so so afraid for today's treatment after reading so much about it online. But again, i want my skin back. So i have to go to the doctor's to get rid of the irritation on my face. Well, i must say, not really get rid but slowwwwwwwwwly getting rid of my irritation cos i was informed that by just one treatment, i wont be completely healed. I was prepared for that. 

When my name was being called, i got so scared but the doctor is just very motherly. She looked at my face and said that my irritations are drying up! She told me that i wld be experiencing abit of burning. She actually wiped my face with idk what. But the second chemical that she put on my face wasnt that painful. So i thought, aiyah confirm i can tolerate one lor. The chemical was set to rest on my face for two minutes. The next chemical that she applied on my face was rather.... Harsh? Hahaha it burned like crazy! Hahaha and it was set to rest on my face for three minutes!!! Whuatta!!! Hahaha. But it isnt that painful. After that, she actually neutralize my face and then lastly with ice cold water. 

I went out frm the room with red and swollen face but i must say that its a happy appointment. Firstly, my derm was a lady and i feeeeeeel so comfortable talking to her. Secondly, whnvr i talked to her, its like as if im talking to my mother! Lol. She then prescribed me with a cream and its worth it cos i can use it for my upcoming peels. I cannot conclude much from just my first peel but of cos i will update more on it. I have more sessions to go to. So yea. 

Okay i will update again soon! 😃😃😃

Day 7

Good morning!

Today is my day 7 of neostrata facial regime and my 5th day of being makeup-less just to rest my skin. I hope all the sacrifices that ive made will be worth it. So today i woke up feeling happy again (law of attraction right? Must always be happy). My forehead is clear (like ive mentioned yesterday), my upper right cheek shows tremendous improvement but there are still dry skin on my lower right cheek. as for my left cheek, errr its kinda okay but with more dry skin. But overall, im happy with the improvements over days. 

I will be visiting my derm tmr and im so nervous! Im so scared of it! But i want all of this irritation to heal, i wanna get back my skin, i wanna go back to work, i wanna meet my friends and of cos i wanna meet my boyfriend omg ive missed him so much. Urgh. The derm told me that i will be experiencing a little pain tmr just like as if im doing facial. The thing is, ive never done facial. Hahaha but i must have faith in myself. Everything's gonna be okayyyyyy.

Oh yes, im experiencing abit of flaking right now but my derm told me before hand that its normal. I guess the drying agent is to dry my irritations on my face so that it will turn into dry skin... I think so hahaha making my own theoryyyy~~

I will of cos update my ''before and after feeling" after visiting my derm. InsyaAllah all will be fine. Amin!

So long!