I am almost at the point whereby i almost lost the whole confidence that i have. Life is being really unfair to me at this point of time. All i wanna do is to heal. All im asking for is for myself to heal. Thats all. Why cant i heal fast? Just why cant i lead a normal life like other girls. Why must i feel as if im the most ugliest girl. God, please give me the strength to go thru all this. God, please heal me. God, please give me the life that u used to bless me with.

This sucks. I miss my boyfriend so much. It really makes me sad cos i didnt get to meet him just becos if my skin irritation. How long more must i suffer.

lowest point

I am currently at my lowest point. Why cant i heal faster? Why must i go thru all this. This is not fair. I dont know why its written this way for me. Its too difficult for me to handle. Firstly, my career goes haywire, you took away my face.. why must all this happen to me. Just why. I knw i needa be positive. I need to be patient. But how long more. How long more, god. Just why.